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You can not change yourself wherever you are, but...
This year was crazy. Finishing one University, quitting from another one, moving to another country and living by myself for the first time in a place where people do not even share my language.
Before coming to my EVS I was sure everything will change: people don’t know me, my past and life background. I was sure I would be another person and everyone would love me. But I didn’t realize one simple thing - no matter where you go, there you are. I think it is the biggest challenge I was faced during my life here: you can’t give nothing and still expect a lot from others. All the people are not your parents and will not love you with same degree just because. I was always looking for the best place, best people and etc. Easy way to lose everything I have just next to me.
But there was a person who helped me the most during this long way to accept myself, to understand I should not escape from myself all the time, care about the feelings of others and be brave whatever happens. I appreciate the time and talks we had with each other, even though we had some struggles and misunderstandings before. She made me more stronger and open-minded in many things just being a perfect example. I was taught a lot from her even if she didn’t realize it.
I am very happy where I am now, I am very happy to had her as a flatmate, co-worker and a friend. I enjoyed the time we spent together in our house with dancing, cooking and recieving her secret messages on the fridge which I like the most. She makes every detail special and turn life in a way I couldn’t imagine before.
In one point I stopped looking for a better place. I am home, here.
I will always remember the EVS life we spent together.